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none;mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none; margin-top:0; margin-bottom:0'><span lang=EN-GB>I WILL
tell you a story today, but of another kind. I will tell you of a dream, or a
vision that I had sometime ago. It was an <span class=GramE>ashram,</span> I
say an ashram for it was not quite like our ashram although there was a great
similarity between the two. In some respects it was like our ashram and in
other respects somewhat unlike. First of all the whole ashram was in one place,
a consolidated organisation, not houses here and there scattered about: there
were no buildings or houses belonging to other people or other organisations,
also the buildings were beautiful to look at and the general lay-out artistic,
but all the activities we have were there. The school was there, the playground
was there, the library also, but all in an orderly arrangement. The Mother was
also <span class=GramE>there,</span> she was going from place to place,
observing all and speaking to people. Among the people, curiously, some I
seemed to recognise, some of those even who are here now, there were many
strangers from other countries, a good many of them. Regarding those who are
here now and whom I seemed to recognise there also, the impression is rather
vague and I cannot name them. But some of those who were here and passed away I
recognised very well, they had almost the same face and features – but in a
new, fresh and younger form. They were active and handsome young men, young
women – I remember Sri Aurobindo quoting from the Rigveda: The Vedic Rishi
speaks of a happy herd of cows grazing in green fields; the Rishi adds: even
those among them that were old have become young now. The cow represented for
the Rishi the light, the <span class=GramE>sun's</span> ray, the purity of
consciousness. Perhaps the image came from the actual life of the Rishis of
that time, the cattle they reared, the domestic animals about them, the natural
scenery around them, and all that was an important
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<p class=MsoNormal style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;mso-pagination:
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lang=EN-GB>part of their ordinary daily life. A
whole herd of cattle all white is a beautiful picture. Even so there was
something in the atmosphere of the ashram which gave it a special quality, it
was clear pure, limpid and transparent, there was a strange luminosity in it,
and it was a very happy atmosphere. While you are there, you feel free and at
ease and there were no petty feelings that we have here in the normal life of
the world, no anger, no jealousy, no selfishness, no ugliness: there was a
happy coordination of all persons and things.</span></span></p>

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150%;mso-pagination:none;mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none; margin-top:0; margin-bottom:0'><span
lang=EN-GB>My feeling is that this ashram that I saw was in fact the inner
reality of our ashram here, that inner ashram which is within us all; what we
see at present is the outer form, the material form which is a good deal
deformed and even falsified in many ways. Indeed that inner ashram has <span
class=GramE>an other</span> worldly atmosphere of its own, an atmosphere of rarified
heights. I have told you very often that those who are here are fortunate, they
breathe this atmosphere and in spite of their faults and foibles, and no matter
what they do, they are in contact with something of the inner beauty and
fragrance. I do not know whether you have heard what Mother said more than
once, that all the children here, when they live here for sometime, imbibe and
carry a new atmosphere. And she could recognise a person from a distance, even
from a great distance, not by his face or physical features but by the
atmosphere he carried that he belonged to the ashram, very different from the
atmosphere an outsider normally carries. It is an atmosphere or aura made of
happiness and purity and luminosity. All the ashram children are surrounded by
it because it is Mother's own atmosphere. Therefore in these days, she used to
say, these children should not go out into the outside world even in their
holidays, because, when they go out, she said, she had seen it, they lose this
ashram atmosphere and when they come back, they are coated with a thick layer
of the mud of the ordinary world, and it took her a lot of time and trouble to
rub and scrub and clean the dross upon the body, to made it shine as before.
You may remember here in this connection a Rama-krishna story about the
sinners who went to the Ganges for a bath to purify themselves; they leave
their sins on the shore or the sins leave them as they get into the Ganges
water, but the sins wait for them there on the bank and as soon as they come<o:p>&nbsp;</o:p></span></p>

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<p class=MsoNormal style='text-align:justify;line-height:150%;mso-pagination:
none;mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none; margin-top:0; margin-bottom:0'><span class=GramE><span
lang=EN-GB>back purified of their sins, the sins
lying in wait jump on them again and the sinners remain always sinners. Here
naturally you are not destined to remain sinners always.</span></span></p>

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150%;mso-pagination:none;mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none; margin-top:0; margin-bottom:0'><span
lang=EN-GB>However, that atmosphere, the inner atmosphere still exists here.
With the Mother's withdrawal of physical body that too might have withdrawn a
little perhaps, a little only, just a few inches perhaps! But it is still
there, for the Mother is there as concrete as before although not as material<span
class=GramE>..</span> As I said, there are some who have passed away from here
and some new faces also I found in this other inner ashram. These are already
there wholly in that ashram. But we who are here, we lead a double life as it
were: part of us is here, and part in that other inner ashram, as though one
leg this side and the other on that side over the fence. In your better moments
when you feel nice and free, when you are happy, when you are noble in spirit,
you come in contact with that inner ashram, you breathe that atmosphere. In
dreams also, while asleep, apparently asleep, many of you must have seen the
Mother, must have had Sri Aurobindo's darshan. That is because you come in
contact with that inner atmosphere and enter into it. Now our task is to come
more and more in contact with that reality even in our waking moments, to be
conscious of that which is nothing but the Mother's Presence. Half of you, your
inner life is already there, bathing there in that luminous happy air. Only try
to be conscious of that: if you are conscious of it even a little you will feel
immensely happy, feel that you are beautiful, that you are wise – when you feel
the touch of that inner ashram life. And instead of living entirely or mainly
the outer life of the ashram as at present you can turn this life into that
inner life; and gradually reshape the present life in the mould of the inner
life. That is your duty, your task, particularly you who are students, boys and
<span class=GramE>girls, that</span> is your central work – study and learning
and all that is secondary. What you should do and what you can is to breathe a
new air, live in a better, more beautiful way. You can have this inner life, that
is already there, this inner life not with much difficulty, for it is already
there, a collective inner life, which is <span class=GramE>so</span> beautiful
as I say, filled with the fragrance of the Mother's Presence. It is a
collective life in which you all are not only brothers and sisters but one body
and soul unified in the Mother's loving and living substance.<o:p>&nbsp;</o:p></span></p>

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inner life you have to bring out into your body and all the external
activities. It <span style='mso-bidi-font-style:italic'>is<i> </i></span>however
the very nature of that inner organisation to express itself outwardJy, <i>its </i>spontaneous
drive <i>is </i>towards expression and embodiment, even if you do not know or
perceive it, it <i>is </i>slowly coming forward. Only if you are conscious, if
you help, collaborate, you will be benefited, you will grow in consciousness,
attain a new stature, you will enjoy the supreme happiness of a miraculous
achievement. </span></p>

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150%;mso-pagination:none;mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none; margin-top:0; margin-bottom:0'><span
lang=EN-GB>At present, as I say, there is a separation between the two ashrams,
these two worlds or lives. They run parallel to each other or oftener,
intertwined, intermixed, badly dove-tailed. They are to be made one single
existence: the inner must take up, assimilate into itself the outer, the outer
must allow itself to be cleansed and emptied of its dross and be possessed altogether
by the inner. They are to form one, as <i>it </i>is said, streamlined entity:
one being, one life, one body.</span></p>

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150%;mso-pagination:none;mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none; margin-top:0; margin-bottom:0'><span
lang=EN-GB>I said your work is to try to be conscious and take part more and
more in the inner life. Naturally you ask how to do it. Actually there is no
precise process, no hard and fast rule for learning or acquiring it. It is not
like learning a mathematical problem or even a particular physical exercise
which you learn by habit and culture. It is nothing mechanical. It is a natural
growth. It comes automatically and spontaneously, shows itself to you and in
you. You have simply to ask for it sincerely, go on asking for it as intensely
as possible, repeat as a mantra: &quot;I want to be there, I want to be there,
I want to be there.&quot; That is quite sufficient. That will evoke in you the
new light, the new impulse that will lead you on. That is the child's call to
the Mother and the Mother always responds-with her Light and Life and Love.</span></p>

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lang=EN-GB>You have been told, and I have also often told you, that although
the Mother's physical body is not there, she has left her consciousness with
us: the consciousness is still living, it is still working. She herself said
even while she was in her body that if ever she left her body, her
consciousness will be always there with us. But I will add something more here.
Apart from the consciousness what she has left with us, what remains with us,
is her Love, the love for her children is still there undiminished as before
in its fullness. I spoke of the inner ashram life: that life <span
style='mso-bidi-font-style:italic'>is<i> </i></span>built out of her love for
her children, and <span style='mso-bidi-font-style:italic'>it<i> </i></span>must
be<o:p>&nbsp;</o:p></span></p>

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class=GramE><span lang=EN-GB>easy for you to
enter and enjoy that life through your love for<span style='mso-spacerun:yes'>&nbsp;
</span>the Mother, your answering love for the Mother's love for you. And
through the glow of that love you will gradually develop into what she wanted
you to become.</span></span><span
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